A problem with my mother.?

You love her and you have family loyalty. All of us have it but usually it is never tested. My mom can make me feel guilty as heck even if she was the one that was in the wrong. You will learn that when the times are good that is "great" and when the times are bad it is okay for you to walk away for awhile and take some deep breathes. Don't be mad if she denies letting you go through these things as a child. Mothers are not easily able to except that they put you in harms way or turned a blind eye. It's been over 20 years and mine still won't acknowledge the truth.